October 20th, 2004

Current Music: Alanis Morissette - Wake Up (live) Subject: Not all me Time: 05:48 am Current Mood: awake

Greatest Journal is superior to Live Journal. Despite less people. I'm mainly updating with a new screenname I've been conjuring up for some time now. It's after a Suzanne Vega song widowswalk, I haven't added any friends yet, but feel free to add that name. If you take the time to add my ew screenname I'll certainly add yours as well. Sometimes you just need a change. I'll have this new name on GJ and LJ. I might use Kissladylazarus again some time, but right now, it's just not me.

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October 17th, 2004

Current Music: london radio Subject: poor lil fella Time: 04:33 am Current Mood: apathetic

Sometimes you just have to sit back and know you're right. I feel nothing but pity for him.

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October 16th, 2004

Current Music: Tori - Time Time: 01:18 am Current Mood: amused

01. I miss somebody right now. 02. I don’t watch much TV these days 03. I love olives 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses 07. I love to play video games 08. I’ve tried marijuana 09. I’ve watched porn movies 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year 17. I have a hobby 18. I’ve been told I: (women) have an applebottom, (men) am packing. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me (i did during school, when i cut.) 20. I’m smart 21. I’ve broken someone’s bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain 24. I’m paranoid at times. 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free 26. I need money right now! i dont need it i want it. 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast 29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs (females) or face (males) on a regular basis 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past 37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look sometimes 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to cornrow 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot 45. I have a hidden talent 46. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have 47. I think that I’m popular 48. I am currently single 49. I have kissed someone of the same sex 50. I enjoy talking on the phone 51. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants 52. I love to shop 53. I would rather shop than eat 54. I would classify myself as ghetto 55. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 56. I’m obsessed with my Xanga or GJ 57. I don’t hate anyone. I dislike them. 58. I’m a pretty good dancer 59. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 60. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 61. I have a cell phone 62. I believe in God 63. I watch MTV on a daily basis 64. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months 65. I love drama 66. I have never been in a real relationship before 67. I’ve rejected someone before 68. I currently have a crush on someone. - kinda but not really 69. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life (I want to do too much) 70. I want to have children in the future 71. I have changed a diaper before 72. I’ve called the cops on a friend before 73. I bite my nails 74. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 75. I’m not allergic to anything 76. I have a lot to learn 77. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 78. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest "Friday" movie 79. I am very shy around the opposite sex sometimes 80. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message 81. I have at least 5 away messages saved 82. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past 85. I own the "South Park" movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work to be on Xanga or GJ 87. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy some country music 89. I watch Conan O'Brien 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionis 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s "Children’s Story" 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend’s ex 99. I have cut myself before 100. I am happy at this moment

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October 15th, 2004

Current Music: same Subject: I'm a fortunate fool Time: 11:52 pm Current Mood: dirty

This is a song that a certain ex dedicated to me after I refused to come see him again. Jack Johnson - Fortunate Fool If anyone thinks this song is me, please say so. Please, no jokes. I really want to know what you think. Then from there, I shall improve. She's got it all figured out She knows what everything's about And when anybody doubts her, Or sings songs without her She's just so mmm She knows the world is just her stage And so she'll never misbehave She gives thanks for what they gave her Man, they practically made her Into a mmm She's the one that stumbles when she talks about The seven foreign films that she's checked out Such a fortunate fool She's just too good to be true She's such a fortunate fool She's just so mmm She's got it all figured out She knows what everything's about And when anybody doubts her Or sings songs about her She's just so mmm She's the one that stumbles when she talks about it So maybe we shouldn't talk about Such a fortunate fool She's just too good to be true She's such a fortunate fool She's just so mmm

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Current Music: sunny 100 FM Subject: ya'll are gonna love this Time: 04:43 pm Current Mood: cynical

Let me count how many people will be offended by this icon. It would surprise me more if you WEREN'T offended.

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Current Music: Beatles - Blackbird Subject: news Time: 04:37 pm Current Mood: contemplative

“JENNIFER ANISTON EATS SANDWICH, LOOKS AT SQUIRREL” – “VIRGINIA BAGPIPE FESTIVAL CANCELLED DUE TO DAMPENED WEATHER, SPIRITS” – “JOHN KERRY SCRATCHES SELF, RIDES IN CAR”. I love C-BS.

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October 14th, 2004

Current Music: Elvis Costello - Episode of Blonde Subject: oh the thinks you can thunk Time: 08:08 pm Current Mood: busy

Fantabulous grade on my American Government midterm. Shot that down. Changed major to PoliSci pre law. (like I'll go to law school) Studying like mad for a Sociology midterm tomorrow morning. Yay. I wish I could write songs. I wish I was more honest in my journal. Why do I even bother to have one if I can't be honest to everyone? Things to ponder.

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October 11th, 2004

Current Music: Van Morrison - Days Like This Subject: Superman Time: 07:38 am Current Mood: thoughtful

Christopher Reeve really was Superman. Christopher Reeve 1952 - 2004

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October 5th, 2004

Current Music: ::flush:: Subject: eww. Time: 11:46 pm Current Mood: sick

The sulfurous gas surrounds everything with the putrid odor of rotten eggs. A cloud of puffy, solid...matter seeps from the depths into plums of ashen, dark, clouds. Mt. St. Helens? No. Me in the bathroom a few mintues ago.

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Current Music: sophie b hawkins - walking in my blue jeans Subject: must Time: 10:14 am Current Mood: sleepy

mid term today. up til 5 studying. must get into london school. must make top marks. must sleep. wish me luck.

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September 27th, 2004

Current Music: Coolio - Hit em High Subject: finally excited about the future Time: 12:38 am Current Mood: chipper

Plans are coming pretty swiftly as we fumble our ways towards London. Figured out certain expenses tonight, so we'll need about $3,000 each, to get started. So, back to the working force I go. 'Tis worth it my chillin's. London is my home. Not this fucking redneck land. Where all you see are people playing no-life role-playing games and getting nowhere at 35. People just get pregnant at 20 here. Fuck that. I'd rather be homeless in London, than rich here. I don't have much respect for anyone in this town, becuase if you were at the top of your game, you wouldn't be here in the first place. ::HAPPY::

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September 25th, 2004

Current Music: Bee Gees - Every Christian Lion Hearted Man Will Show You Subject: I love this song Time: 09:30 am Current Mood: artistic

Oh my love he works upon the sea On the waves that blow wild and free He splices the ropes and he sets the sail While southwards he roams to the home of the whale And he ne'er thinks of me far behind Or the torments that rage in my mind He is mine for only part of the year Then I'm left all alone with only my tears All ye ladies that smell of white rose Thank ye for your perfume to wear on my gold Thank ye all the wives and the babies that yearn For the man ne'er returns from hunting the sperm (whale) Oh my love he works upon the sea On the waves that blow wild and free He splices the ropes and he sets the sail While southwards he roams to the home of the whale

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Current Music: L's cell phone Subject: this is as great as two things that are really great! Time: 02:53 am Current Mood: calm

You Should Vote For Bush (You May Want to Hide This From Your Left-y Blogger Friends) Which presidential candidate should you vote for? Lord Blackadder What smashing Blackadder character are you? brought to you by Quizilla

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September 23rd, 2004

Current Music: John Williams - Jurassic Park Theme Subject: Weird Time: 06:31 am Current Mood: confused

I actually read Michael Crichton's Jurassic Park, the novel. I was obsessed with the movie when I was about 9 or 10. So after reading it, I was inspired to watch the film again for the first time in probably 10 years, to point out differences in the book, an excuse to look at Sam Neill and Jeff Goldblum, etc. Even little Timmy was cute. But after I watched it, I got this profound sadness. I mean, the kind that you can't even put into words. I have no clue why. I mean, I loved the movie when I was younger, still do, but this time it made me very, very sad. Why? WAAAAIT! Timmy is probably about my age now. Things to think about.

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September 20th, 2004

Time: 02:43 am

Which Eddie Izzard "Dressed to Kill" line are you? by Saphyne Username Eddie Izzard quote: "Napoleon had been steaming in there, you know, 100 years before: 'I’ve – going to kill them, I’m going to kill them, going to – oooh, it’s a bit cold, it’s a bit cold. Right! Ok, ok bad idea.' And then Hitler: 'I’ve got a better idea, got a better idea, oooh, it’s the same idea, it’s the same idea, it’s the same idea…'" Quiz created with MemeGen!

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September 19th, 2004

Current Music: Pet Shop Boys - Yesterday, When I was Mad Subject: quizzes Time: 01:58 am Current Mood: blah

Take the quiz: "What does your birth month reveal about you?" July Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood.Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying Take the quiz: "what genre of music are you?" Classic Rock you are classic rock. you like the good ol days that rock was a sin, and the beatles were The Men. Take the quiz: "Which Depeche Mode album are you?" Violator You are truly an amazing specimen. You're one of the greatest albums of all time according to Rolling Stone. Every song on you is perfection. Take the quiz: "Which Weapon Are You?" Glock Your Pefered weapon is the Glock! You Like this Old School weapon! You are the GLOCK! Take the quiz: "what age should you live in" the 'golden age' you are the golden age. lucky. the golden age is that perfect time in a civilizations life when there is an abundance of everything and everything is pretty much happy. watch out for those who are envious of your happiness.

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Current Music: Hendrix - All Along the Watchtower Subject: Hurricane's, Birthday's and Feng Shui Time: 01:44 am Current Mood: calm

Hurry-Cain News House Storm Toll: Hurricane Frances: Three and a half hours without power, stubbed my two in the dark, a few small limbs in front yard. Jack Safe. Hurricane Ivan: Tornado Siren Twice, Three Seconds without power, a huge limb in the front yard, and some tiny ones strewn about. Made "Hurricane House" for Jack, he was safe and dry. All in all, VERY VERY LUCKY. The storms could have been a lot worse. Wish I could help the folks in Florida a bit, but I'm pretty useless. Beep's B-Day tomorrow (Yeet), still gotta wrap her prezzies. (Last Minute Eddings) Leslie realized that alal the directions she had been using for feng shui were incorrect. So now we have to have another go at cleaning and clearing the house. Wish much luck. Or as David puts it, Yay for good chi!

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September 16th, 2004

Current Music: John Mellencamp - Rain on the Scarecrow Subject: spiders Time: 03:46 am Current Mood: scared

Ok, this was in Leslie's room. That, with a hurricane, and I'm just fine.

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September 15th, 2004

Current Music: Alanis Morissette - Unprodigial Daughter Subject: ABOUT how I feel at the moment, except London , is East of here Time: 12:00 am Current Mood: bitchy

I had disengaged to avoid being totaled I would run away and say good riddance, soon enough I had grown disgusted by your small-minded ceiling Imagine myself bolting had not been difficult Soon be my life Soon be my pace Soon be my choice of which you’ll have no part of Unprodigial daughter and I’m heading for the west Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last I’d invite you but I’m busy being unoppressed I hit the ground running, although I know not what toward I hit the town feeling, forgetting all that came before I felt primed and ready, once surrounded by the pawns I felt culture shocked, but dissuaded, I was not This is my town This is my voice This is my taste of which you’ve have no part of Unprodigial daughter and I’m heading for the west Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last I’d invite you but I’m busy being unoppressed One day I’ll saddle back and speak of foreign adventures One day I’ll double back and tell you about these unfettered years One day I’ll look back and feel something other than relieved Glad that I left when I did before, I know you, you can’t get the best of me When I’d speak of artistry you would roll your eyes skyward When I’d speak of spirituality you would label it absurd When I spoke of possibility you would frown and shake your head If I had stayed much longer, I’d have surely imploded These are my words This is my house These are my friends of which you’ve had no part Unprodigial daughter and I’m heading for the west Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last I’d invite you but I’m busy being unoppressed Unprodigial daughter and I’m heading for the west Disenchanted daughter and this plane cannot fly fast enough Unencumbered daughter hit the ground running at last I’d invite you but I’m busy being unoppressed

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September 12th, 2004

Subject: gotta go go go Time: 07:54 pm

Attention...life plan coming together. CHasity and I are going to go to London next summer, intern at the BBC, and if we're offered a job, we're staying. If not, we're going to New York. Maybe she'll talk me into interning at NBC, then if we're offered a job, we're staying until London Calls. Simple.

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